Post by Hawkeye on Jan 6, 2010 5:08:26 GMT -5
viva la
¡ SEAN h a w k e y e DEKKER !
oh bless me hawk for i have sinned, it’s been eighteen years since i last confessed [/size]
harlem, newise-leader, quiet, serious, loyal, [/size]biography[/i][/font][/size]
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tell me what do you see when you looking at me,
on a mission to be what im destined to be.
i've done been through the pain and the sorrow the struggle is nothing but love.
i'm a soldier, a rider, a ghetto survivor and all the above,
how the hell could you stop me? why the world would you try?
i go hard forever, that’s just how im designed.
thats just how i was built. see the look in my eyes?
you take all of this from me and im still gonna survive.
you get truth from me ‘cause im a part of these streets till the day that i die
Its easy to hate, its harder to love me.
yall dont understand, yall quickly to judge me.
picture you livin in my life, picture you beating the odds.
picture you willing to bleed, picture you wearing this scar.
thank you for making me struggle, thank you for making me grind.
i'm a soldier, a rider, a ghetto survivor and all the above[/size]
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Heroes and Cons ?!
I call them my friends
born into nixon, i was raised in hell a welfare child «otherhalf
where the teamsters dwelled the last one born and «inseparable
the first one to run my town was blind from the refi «likefamily
nery sun my generation is zero i never made it as a «partnersincrime
working class hero 21st century breakdown i once «confidant
was lost but never was found. i think i'm losing wh «secretkeeper
at's left of my mind to the 20th century deadline i «bestguy
was made of poison and blood condemnation is wha «bestgirl
t i understood video games of the tower's fall home «innercircle
land security could kill us all my generation is zero i «outercircle
never made it as a working class hero 21st century b «closefriends
reakdown i once was lost but never was found. i thin «averagefriends
k i'm losing what's left of my mind to the 20th centu «childhoodfriends
ry deadline we are the cries of the class of thirteen b «secretfriends
orn in the era of humility we are the desperate and in «onandoff
the decline raised by the bastards of 1969 my name «drinkingbuddies
is 'no-one', the long lost son born on the 4th of july r «partybuddies
aised in the era of heroes and cons that left me for de «enemiesturnedfriends
ad or alive i am a nation a worker of pride my debt to «fakefriends
the status quo the scars on my hands and a means to «friendlyrivals
an end it's all that i have to show i swallowed my pri «familyfriend
de and i chocked on my faith i've given my heart and «acquaintance
my soul ive broken my fingers and lied though my te «friendofafriend
eth the pillar of damage control i've been to the edge «firstnamebasis
and i've thrown the bouquet of flowers left over the g «justmet
rave i sat in the waiting room wasting my time and w «completestranger
aiting for judgment day praise liberty the freedom to o «alliedforces
bey is the song that strangles me well don't cross the «trustyou
line oooh dream, america dream i can't even sleep fro «trustme
m the light's early dawn oooh scream, america scream «mutualtrust
believe what you see from heroes and cons?! «emotionalsupport
Of Blasphemy and Genocide ?!
I keep my friends close, but my enemies closer
raise your hands now to testify, your confession will be «diebitchdie
crucified. you’re a sacrificial suicide like a dog that’s b «hardcorehate
een sodomised. stand up – all the white boys sit down «ihateyou
– all the black girls, you’re the soldiers of the new worl «youhateme
d. put your faith in a miracle and it’s non-denomination «idislikeyou
al, join the choir we’ll be singing in the church of wishful «youdislikeme
l thinking. a fire burns today of blasphemy and genocide «mutualdislike
, the sirens of decay will infiltrate the faith fanatics. oh b «barelytolerable
less me lord for I have sinned, it’s been a lifetime since i «intolerable
last confessed. I threw my crutches in the river of a sha «constantirritation
dow of doubt and i’ll be dressed up in my sunday best. s «ibackstabbedyou
ay a prayer for the family, drop a coin for humanity. ain’ «youbackstabbedme
t this uniform so flattering? i never asked you a goddam «icheatedonyou
ned thing. don’t test me, second guess me, you will disa «youcheatedonme
ppear. i want to know who’s allowed to breed all the dog «irrationalhate
s who never learned to read missionary politicians and th «annoyance
e cops of a new religion. a fire burns today of blasphemy «enviousofme
and genocide, the sirens of decay will infiltrate the inside. «enviousofyou
i'm not fucking around i think i'm coming out all the dece «mutualenvy
ivers and cheaters i've think we've got a bleeder right no «resentyou
w want you to slap me around want you to knock me out «resentme
well, you missed me kissed me now you better kick me d «mutualresentment
own maybe you're the runner up but the first one to lose «enemiesbyassociation
the race almost only really counts in horseshoes and ha «friendsturnedenemies
nd grenades. i'm gonna burn it all down i'm gonna rip it o «don’ttrustyou
ut well, everything that you employ was meant for me to «don’ttrustme
destroy to the ground now so don't you fuck me around b «mutualdistrust
ecause i'll shoot you down i'm gonna drink, fight and fuck «coldshoulderyou
and pushing my luck all the time now. maybe you're the r «coldshoulderme
unner up, but the first one to lose the race almost only re «mutualcoldshoulder
ally counts in horseshoes and hand grenades. demolition, «scaredofyou
self-destruction what to annihilate the age-old contradict «scaredofme
ion demolition, self-destruction what to annihilate the old «mutualfear
age. i'm not fucking around, i think i'm coming out. all th «uncomfortable
e deceivers and cheaters i've think we've got a bleeder ri «rivals
ght now, i'm not fucking around. «love/hate
[/size]I keep my friends close, but my enemies closer
raise your hands now to testify, your confession will be «diebitchdie
crucified. you’re a sacrificial suicide like a dog that’s b «hardcorehate
een sodomised. stand up – all the white boys sit down «ihateyou
– all the black girls, you’re the soldiers of the new worl «youhateme
d. put your faith in a miracle and it’s non-denomination «idislikeyou
al, join the choir we’ll be singing in the church of wishful «youdislikeme
l thinking. a fire burns today of blasphemy and genocide «mutualdislike
, the sirens of decay will infiltrate the faith fanatics. oh b «barelytolerable
less me lord for I have sinned, it’s been a lifetime since i «intolerable
last confessed. I threw my crutches in the river of a sha «constantirritation
dow of doubt and i’ll be dressed up in my sunday best. s «ibackstabbedyou
ay a prayer for the family, drop a coin for humanity. ain’ «youbackstabbedme
t this uniform so flattering? i never asked you a goddam «icheatedonyou
ned thing. don’t test me, second guess me, you will disa «youcheatedonme
ppear. i want to know who’s allowed to breed all the dog «irrationalhate
s who never learned to read missionary politicians and th «annoyance
e cops of a new religion. a fire burns today of blasphemy «enviousofme
and genocide, the sirens of decay will infiltrate the inside. «enviousofyou
i'm not fucking around i think i'm coming out all the dece «mutualenvy
ivers and cheaters i've think we've got a bleeder right no «resentyou
w want you to slap me around want you to knock me out «resentme
well, you missed me kissed me now you better kick me d «mutualresentment
own maybe you're the runner up but the first one to lose «enemiesbyassociation
the race almost only really counts in horseshoes and ha «friendsturnedenemies
nd grenades. i'm gonna burn it all down i'm gonna rip it o «don’ttrustyou
ut well, everything that you employ was meant for me to «don’ttrustme
destroy to the ground now so don't you fuck me around b «mutualdistrust
ecause i'll shoot you down i'm gonna drink, fight and fuck «coldshoulderyou
and pushing my luck all the time now. maybe you're the r «coldshoulderme
unner up, but the first one to lose the race almost only re «mutualcoldshoulder
ally counts in horseshoes and hand grenades. demolition, «scaredofyou
self-destruction what to annihilate the age-old contradict «scaredofme
ion demolition, self-destruction what to annihilate the old «mutualfear
age. i'm not fucking around, i think i'm coming out. all th «uncomfortable
e deceivers and cheaters i've think we've got a bleeder ri «rivals
ght now, i'm not fucking around. «love/hate
Restless Heart Syndrome ?!
It's called love, honey
i text a postcard sent to you, did it go through? sending a «final
ll my love to you. you are the moonlight of my life every «soulmate
night, giving all my love to you. my beating heart belongs «inlove
to you, i walked for miles ‘til i found you. i’m here to hono «engaged
ur you, if i loose everything in the fire, i’m sending all my «failingrelationship
love to you. with every breath that i am worth here on ea «developingrelationship
rth, i’m sending all my love to you. so if you dare to seco «current
nd guess you can rest assured that all my love's for you. «past;goodterms
my beating heart belongs to you, i walked for miles ‘til I «past;badterms
found you i'm here to honour you, if I lose everything in «past;chesmitry
the fire i'm sending all my love to you. my beating heart «past;wantyouback
belongs to you i walked for miles ‘til I found you i'm here «past;wantmeback
to honour, you if i lose everything in the fire did i ever m «futurefling
ake it through? i've got a really bad disease, it's got me b «pastfling
egging on my hands and knees. take me to the emergenc «currentfling
y 'cause something seems to be missing. somebody take «flirting
the pain away, it's like an ulcer bleeding in my brain. sen «innocentflirting
d me to the pharmacy so i can lose my memory. i'm elat «possiblefuture
ed, medicated, lord knows i tried to find a way to run awa «definitefuture
y. i think they found another cure for broken hearts and f «crushonme
eeling insecure, you'd be surprised what i endure. what m «crushonyou
ake you feel so self-assured? i need to find a place to hide «mutualcrush
, you never know what could be waiting outside, the acid «futurecrush
ents that you could find, it's like some kind of suicide. so «pastcrush
what ails you is what impales you, i feel like i've been c «drunkenlovers
rucified to be satisfied. i'm a victim of my symptom, i am «fuckbuddies
my own worst enemy. you're a victim of your symptom, «friendswithbenefits
you are your own worst enemy, know your enemy. i'm «enemieswithbenefits
elated, medicated, i am my own worst enemy. so what «lust
ails you is what impales you, you are your own worst e «physicalattraction
nemy. you're a victim of the system you are your own «makeoutbuddies
worst enemy. you're a victim of the system, you are y «forbidden
our own worst enemy. «tease
Before The Lobotomy ?!
I’ve gotta figure out who all these other people are
dreaming i am only dreaming of another place and tim «respectyou
e where my family's from singing i can hear them sing «respectme
ing when the rain had washed away all these scattere «mutualrespect
d dreams dying everyone's reminded hearts are washe «admireyou
d in misery drenched in gasoline laughter there is no m «admireme
ore laughter songs of yesterday now live in the undergr «mutualadmiration
ound life before the lobotomy christian sang the eulogy «shouldertocryon
sign my love a lost memory from the end of the centur «protectyou
y well it's enough to make you sick to cast a stone and «protectme
throw a brick when the sky is falling down it burned y «mutualprotection
our dreams into the ground christian's lesson is what «gotyourback
he's been sold we are normal and self-controlled reme «gotmyback
mber to learn to forget whiskey shots and cheap cigar «yourhero
ettes well i'm not stoned i'm just fucked up i got so hi «myhero
gh i can't stand up i'm not cursed cause i've been bles «leadermates
sed i'm not in love cause i'm a mess like refugees we'r «boroughmate
e lost like refsugees like refugees we're lost like refugee «agemates
s the brutality of reality is the freedom that keeps me f «mymentor
rom dreaming i was only dreaming of another place an «yourmentor
d time where my family's from singing i can hear them «stalkingyou
singing when the rain had washed away all these scatt «stalkingme
ered dreams dying everyone's reminded hearts are wa «heardofyou
shed in misery drenched in gasoline laughter there is «heardofme
no more laughter songs of yesterday now live in the «family;specify
underground «other;specify
[/size]I’ve gotta figure out who all these other people are
dreaming i am only dreaming of another place and tim «respectyou
e where my family's from singing i can hear them sing «respectme
ing when the rain had washed away all these scattere «mutualrespect
d dreams dying everyone's reminded hearts are washe «admireyou
d in misery drenched in gasoline laughter there is no m «admireme
ore laughter songs of yesterday now live in the undergr «mutualadmiration
ound life before the lobotomy christian sang the eulogy «shouldertocryon
sign my love a lost memory from the end of the centur «protectyou
y well it's enough to make you sick to cast a stone and «protectme
throw a brick when the sky is falling down it burned y «mutualprotection
our dreams into the ground christian's lesson is what «gotyourback
he's been sold we are normal and self-controlled reme «gotmyback
mber to learn to forget whiskey shots and cheap cigar «yourhero
ettes well i'm not stoned i'm just fucked up i got so hi «myhero
gh i can't stand up i'm not cursed cause i've been bles «leadermates
sed i'm not in love cause i'm a mess like refugees we'r «boroughmate
e lost like refsugees like refugees we're lost like refugee «agemates
s the brutality of reality is the freedom that keeps me f «mymentor
rom dreaming i was only dreaming of another place an «yourmentor
d time where my family's from singing i can hear them «stalkingyou
singing when the rain had washed away all these scatt «stalkingme
ered dreams dying everyone's reminded hearts are wa «heardofyou
shed in misery drenched in gasoline laughter there is «heardofme
no more laughter songs of yesterday now live in the «family;specify
underground «other;specify
Charlatans And Saints ?!
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CAUTION 2.0. leave the credit on or you’ve got a sure
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some time soon. >D lyrics are all from the fucking
amazing GREEN DAY, more specifically their newest album
21st CENTURY BREAKDOWN.
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[/font][/center]Gotta give 'em some credit
so, this plotpage was made by ANIMAL aka AMINAL of
CAUTION 2.0. leave the credit on or you’ve got a sure
chance of my flying monkeys appearing at your window
some time soon. >D lyrics are all from the fucking
amazing GREEN DAY, more specifically their newest album
21st CENTURY BREAKDOWN.
a note for using this plot page: when it says i it is re
ferring to the owner of the plotpage, you is the chara
cter responding to it. also remember that detailed plo
ts are the shit. the owner of the page has all the right
to deny your response, now go have fun, kiddies.
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